Rationally, I knew he would fly to Castel Gandolfo. I knew this resignation would take place at 8 pm. But somehow, seeing this, made it real in a new way.
Yes, the Vatican website is what made it real to me. With Pope Benedict's coat of arms missing, and the words "APOSTOLICA SEDES VACANS," there was a finality to it.
Likewise, seeing the locking of the papal apartments sent a wave of sadness and communicated the finality. Even this tradition, which was established to prevent the looting of the apartments by Roman citizens (which is not really a threat these days...), has a beauty in its simplicity.
It's no secret that I love to study transitions, and one of the most basic parts of transition is the structure: end, middle/"the neutral zone", a new beginning. The locking of the papal apartment marks a solid end. Yet it also takes us to a new space: the neutral zone.
The neutral zone is the meat of the transition (ironic, as I write this on a Lenten Friday). It is where the ups and downs happen; it's the core of the transition. William Bridges describes it as a time when our former existence no longer fits, yet we aren't quite ready for a new beginning yet.
So, as we sit in this time of transition, there is one thing we are called to do above all else: pray. Pray for our Church. Pray for the College of Cardinals in the Conclave. Pray.
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